Driving closer to your presence,

I was unaware of what we’d be.

But now farther away in distance…

I never felt so incomplete.

I long for your company

While my mind soaks in doubt

… and now I finally understand

What all the love songs sing about

And as I lay in bed

my thoughts always wander to you.

Although I hate to admit it,

The edges of my mind secretly wonder if you think about me too.

An eternal struggle exists

but all I can do is dreamily sleep

For then comes a new day

a sunrise lesser until we can finally be.

9.13.2010